10 Minutes

moments
or I should say
minutes
forever embedded
in my love
for you
my son
my King
if I could get back
every second
I would long to stay
in those moments
with you
forever
but
as luck would have it
I live
in the memory
of you
of your heartbeat
your movement
your beautiful face
innocent spirit
and pure soul
similar to that
of my own
so
you and I
will forever be one
and a piece of me
resides forever
in those 10 minutes
after you were born

Love

Love
Still my favorite emotion
Often misunderstood
But once acquired
Changes lives
The most unpredictable
The most powerful
Feeling
In all the world
And I
Love my life
I love love
And every new experience of love
That
I want to show you
My gratitude
In love
And when you are ready
I will overwhelm you
With
Sincere gestures
Of love
That only I could
And
Give you life
In a new view
Of the love
True love
I hold for you

My King

My King
Pain
In retrospect
Seemed to be bearable
Sadness
And grief
True grief
An emotion unknown
Until soon after
I pushed
You emerged
A beautiful soul
Perfect in my eyes
Heartbeat strong
For a short while
Moments
I will forever cherish
My King
To small to save
My son
Your life I imagined
Would
Exceed my own
Ended
And
While God's plan
Still the master
I was forced
To prepare myself
And grief
Of
The loss of you
Still
A new
My King
Forever
Mommy's angel
I could never forget you
For
Your Mother's love
Will always be with you


-In loving memory of my baby boy, King-