I got

Mild butterflies 

A reminder of what love feels like

And

Although

Not what I thought it would look like 

Extensions of peace

Innocence

Sweet justice

And true regard for me 

I welcome it

Muddy water

There is no

Crystal ball

I see

Muddy water

And 

I lost the ability to see

Grey

Not even blue is familiar to me

And I want peace to be still

Closed eyes

Deep breaths

Life is upon me

Let me hear sounds of serenity

I long for you

I love for you 

My soul dances at the thought of you

Seek me

I'm amidst the muddy water

Strangers are plenty

Love is few

Trying to find a way through

I close my eyes 

To let your voice guide me through