A Brick Wall

I was making progress
Then I hit
A brick wall
Larger than 20 feet tall
And I stumbled back
Looking left and right
I felt defeated
What happened to my fight?
Fear consumed me
My heart stung greatly
And I
I had to make a decision
Love was new
Sweet
Nurturing if I returned
But on the other side of that wall
My mind deemed you
The greatest love of all
And
Now
I must decide my fate
As I stand here and face
Glaring at the brick wall
The median
Between
Me
And
You

In limbo...

I am stuck in the middle
wishing
hoping
praying for equilibrium
but no hope yet
still miss understood
unheard
unclear
with no words
I can't change my state
but I hope life is better
with the influence of fate
change my space
put me in first place
because no one wants to be
in limbo