So for awhile I have been uninspired, and I honestly can not figure out why. For the longest time my greatest motivation and inspiration comes from wanting to make a difference in the world; to shake brains and provide consciousness to the consistently overlooked factors that hinder progress; to share my feelings of love and its power to affect (whether positive or negative). And all I can do is continue to speak to you verbally and hope that the message speaks to you. I can only hope that my passion creeps into you and sparks a fire that never dies.
The only way for me to get back in touch with my passion is to figure out why I fell in love in the first place. I did that today. I thought back to the beginning, when my soul was imparied and I felt that I had no where to turn. When I felt that I had nothing, I sought refuge in a pen, and developed a voice poetically spoken. Writing gave me breath. I no longer had to wait to exhale. I was no longer existing. I learned from my mistakes, I could look back on the misery and challenge myself to be better. My life became an example, a tutorial and I allowed myself to be read.
When I realized that I was not in this alone and there were others who shared the same views I wrote more for them. I lived harder to share my stories. I wanted to create a relatable journey, with no limits. For I discovered that fear is the greatest factor in complacency and I despised it. I wanted nothing but new experiences and I fought hard for it. Always defying gravity, going against the grain and testing boundaries. I didn't always make others happy, but I had to set my soul free in order to be beneficial to anyone around me.
Pain hurts but it is the best teacher. No one wants to continuously relive pain. Any sane human being will want to fight for better. I hope that none of you are uninspired. I am here to dispel all rumors, evil thoughts, and fear that has you binded to complacency. That has you stuck in redundancy because you want to just "blend in". God created chameleons for that. He created you to matter, that is what you are made of. Everything on this earth has a role, plays a part and their part matters. You matter.
I wish I could rid us of all the negativity, and evoke positive thoughts in our blood streams, but that would just be to easy. And anything worth fighting for is not worth having so, when I look back on my blogs, my literature and poetry in ten years; I need to be able to say I inspired clarity; that I turned on light bulbs that shined peace and serenity.
The only way for me to get back in touch with my passion is to figure out why I fell in love in the first place. I did that today. I thought back to the beginning, when my soul was imparied and I felt that I had no where to turn. When I felt that I had nothing, I sought refuge in a pen, and developed a voice poetically spoken. Writing gave me breath. I no longer had to wait to exhale. I was no longer existing. I learned from my mistakes, I could look back on the misery and challenge myself to be better. My life became an example, a tutorial and I allowed myself to be read.
When I realized that I was not in this alone and there were others who shared the same views I wrote more for them. I lived harder to share my stories. I wanted to create a relatable journey, with no limits. For I discovered that fear is the greatest factor in complacency and I despised it. I wanted nothing but new experiences and I fought hard for it. Always defying gravity, going against the grain and testing boundaries. I didn't always make others happy, but I had to set my soul free in order to be beneficial to anyone around me.
Pain hurts but it is the best teacher. No one wants to continuously relive pain. Any sane human being will want to fight for better. I hope that none of you are uninspired. I am here to dispel all rumors, evil thoughts, and fear that has you binded to complacency. That has you stuck in redundancy because you want to just "blend in". God created chameleons for that. He created you to matter, that is what you are made of. Everything on this earth has a role, plays a part and their part matters. You matter.
I wish I could rid us of all the negativity, and evoke positive thoughts in our blood streams, but that would just be to easy. And anything worth fighting for is not worth having so, when I look back on my blogs, my literature and poetry in ten years; I need to be able to say I inspired clarity; that I turned on light bulbs that shined peace and serenity.
