My Heart On Canvas

shocked at how the paint
turned to words
as the colors splattered the emotions of you
on the canvas
so pissed off
so confused
so torn
in search of the truth
you leave a question mark
you break my heart
and with one motion
one word
you mend it
but
I can't wait for it
I have to go
I built a brick wall
no turning back
can't see you
I am through
no questions now
my heart
has left you...

On...

I am going
on...
as far away from here as I can
because
I choose not to let lies win
I choose not to
allow assumptions in
I am going
on...
right to his desires
where his love is strong
where a man knows how to identify
when love has grown
one who takes his time and
shows
love in gentle touches
hugs
and appreciation
where actions speak loud
and words compliment
I am going
on...
because this love
is where I belong

The Creator

I was designed by the creator to be fearless.  I was designed to be strong.  I have no limits to my greatness.

the creator
the sculptor
the manipulator
made me to be
woman
graceful
with a sound mind
brave heart
and
courageous
at all cost
I find myself
mimicking
the creator
I want to shape you
I want to mold you
I want to manipulate you into being everything you think you are not
I want to give you the tools to build
a world
without doubt
the tools to call on your creativity
to create a masterpiece
I give you that
as I give you me
I am missing a few colors
but I have faith
and believe
that the creator
will paint me